i have tried to post numerous times this week - i want you coming back and i want us to stay connected so i try to post AT LEAST every other day, hopefully more. but this week i just couldn't. it was a rough week. and i know that one of the reasons for my rough week is the same reason for some of your rough weeks, and i'm so so sorry. I've tried to post on light topics like my desire for another nose piercing and silly things like that, but it just seems so much of a lie right now with all else that's going on in my heart/mind. so i just opted for silence - but not neglect.